Challenges and Miracles

 I listened to President Biden give a speech yesterday on mourning those who have died from COVID-19. He was very empathetic and kind toward those who have lost loved ones this past year.  I think that was very kind of him to express those emotions.  Losing a loved one is devastating, no matter the cause, and not being able to mourn as we are used to is added hardship. 

I also thought about those who I know who lost their lives most likely to this disease.  I thought of my dear friend Anita Sanders, my friend's step father, Garth Rasband, my neighbor Nefi Trevino.  I know they had all suffered from many ailments, but to die during this time where no funerals or visiting are allowed was so difficult. 

Who knows what we will think of when we look back on the whole reaction to COVID-19.  There are many opinions and many influences as to how to react.  I support some and not others.  But that is not my reason for this post.  I just want to remember those who I knew who died from this disease and mourn with them and their loved ones.

On the other side, the miracles that have happened during this last year are astounding!  I have known so MANY who have survived this disease!  In fact, we tested positive for the antibodies, so maybe we are survivors too!  Many have been able to get vaccinated, which has given them more confidence.  And many have been able to help others who have struggled.  People have adapted to restrictions, or made great life changes, or turned to God.  I have personally increased my study of the gospel and scriptures which has been an amazing experience for me.

But the sweetest of miracles this year have been 3 babies born in our extended family:  Lucy June Abbott, Andee Love Tueller, and Andrew Bristol Newman!  2020 babies!  And all healthy!  

The tender miracle of our daughter being pregnant after years of infertility and treatments tops all of my miracles.  She is due in June of 2021 with a baby girl, and for this I am eternally grateful.  

The plan of salvation is the combination of struggle and blessings, challenges and miracles.  We cannot taste the sweet without knowing bitter.  Opposition abounds.  I choose to focus on the sweet when I can, and learn from the bitter.  Both are necessary, but focus does not need to be always negative.  

I mourn with those who mourn, and I rejoice with those who rejoice.